Saturday, March 1
suddenly have the urge to go to the beach and study there.
i missed the breeze. the smell. the feel. the calmness. the serenity.
am going insane. read thru cl and its so totally ____
gonna start on chem ... soon.
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reminisiced at 23:02
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poos. so idiot...
have many things to do today..and i jus woke up.
gonna type out the script later ...
okies . now wad.
hafta complete this list.
-mug chem
-mug ss
-mug cl
-finish AM practices 8,9,,10 + em4
-do one zuowen
-read the news
-finish the discussion essay.
bahs!!!
Creativity represents a miraculous coming together of the uninhibited energy of the child with it apparent opposite and enemy, the sense of order imposed on the disciplined adult intelligence.
Norman Podhoretz
"The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources.--- Albert Einstein"
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ok..fine. i am bored. should i mug?
so sianx...........
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
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You're depressed. Really you are. And you
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
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you're too awesome to have any real faults.
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i am so da proudof ÎÄÕ£¡£¡£¡
think tchs deproved liaox and nanyang gurls is still as good
crapz. ahahx. yeppx ... went down to support the boon chang ppl
went in the morn w them.. and felt rather _ at first
den got even more :( after she said...not that i am gr8tly affected... but yah
shan't tok too much about that
den viewed the cl wenzhangs followed by the hcl's wenzhang
think st nicks is really good.... xm's voice is still ringing in my head now
and i guess it wuz only st nicks,
nanyang that left a really deep impression on me
tchs wasn't as fantastic already... qt disappointing tho... but nvm shall go watch the finals..am sure they will get in!
even tho it wuz overtime... coz everyone was so keen on listening on what they had to recite dat the whole room was jus shushed.
and ppl clapped as soon as when they tot the recitation was over :) better then some who didn't know whether to clap or not
really think it was good :) but not jus saying coz its my school and bleh...
den went out w jiam, mingjie, huangfang, sookhoon, shijie+wendy.
took some half an hour or MORE bus and tokked on the way to TM
guess we tokked abt lotsa stuffs and kinda made me reminiscied lyk so much
sometimes ...some friends are seriously just really for forever...
just those ppl whom you spend the best time with and etc.
but jus feel really badlousy that i cun help much :(
sighs.... anw... we ended up at swensens for dinner and jiam wuz really nice to treat
which i swear i will save up to pay her...
anw had fun actually :) there was this huge array of food at our table...
baked rice..curry chicken flavoured, chicken flavoured,
that jumbo sausage combo thing..its really j-u-m-b-o i tell u
tortilla chips ,....fries...and lastly
earthquake!!! with our favourite!!! lime sherbet!!! and that spastic bubbling dry ice
aahx.. so cute ... volcano-like thing erupting icecream.
bleahs. really enjoyed myself :)
den went to find neoprint booths aft they finally agree :)
budden... there wasn't those w/o cards... lyk there were 7 of us??? wanted to really take neos wan lorx...
den we shopped around Tampiness Mall...
jiam bot her berms [i love it!] and her polo shirt :)
oh man..ahahx. i 'm jus really amazed larx... its lyk her berms have this special water-reacitvity thing...
the base color has foxy outlines after geeting in contact with water..
and its really nice ... those imprints :) *jealous can... and the berms isn't cheap
went off to the beach w/o sj,mj+wen
met up with charissa + jingyu :)
i love i love the beach!!! love the way the winds blow. the sea breeeze. the smell. the calmness.
but really dun lyk the sticky feeling of it...ahah
anw. sat on the cliff-like thingy for quite long
love them mans. it wuz really nice...ahahx
the person that i love in the future, tho super bleak mus love the beach mans :)
anw... than char + jing jus went off to the sandy areas to write stuffs and we followed suit not long after
did some mad stuffs and took really kewl pictiures... :) ahahx
anw... left ard 7+ and was jus toking among the 4 of us on the way home
and it took lyk an hour plus :)
guess it wuz quite a nice day ... except for the morning part? toking doesn't really solve the problem but it made me have faith in myself?
and assurance of things...
am super nostalgic.. bleahs
and yes ... some shijie jus owe me + sook a big favour man
so super malu :( bleahs
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think jiam told me this story before..and jus happened to get this from an email>>>
think its really damn nice :)
read on :))))
there were two little rabbits in the forrest.
BIG rabbit, and obviously, LITTLE rabbit. :)
so one day, they were beside a stream drinking water.
little rbbit hopped over to big rabbit and pulled his ear.
"i love you" little rabbit whispered to big rabbit.
"how much.?" asked big rabbit.
"Thisss muchhh.!!" and little rabbit stretched as far as he could reach.
"little rabbit, i love you even more" said the big rabbit,
"i love you THIS much" big rabbit proceeded to stretch his hands out wide, and obviously, it was wider than little rabbit's.
Little rabbit scratched his head.
then he said.
"big rabbit, i love you as high as i can jump.!!"
Little rabbit started jumping as high as he could,
putting all his effort and concentration into it.
"little rabbit, i love YOU as high as I can jump" sadi big rabbit.
and he jumped, with little effort, but he still jumped higher than little rabbit.
the little rabbit was stumped, but he still didn't give up.
"i love you as high as my toes can go" he announced,
and proceeded to do a handstand.
swinging little rabbit up above his head,
big rabbit remarked, "i love you as high as YOUR toes can go"
little rabbit sat and thought for a long time.
he looked out at the never-ending stream and proclaimed,
"big rabbit, i love you even more than that river is long."
for that, big rabbit stared into the distance and said,
"i love you more than all the meddows and hills and seas combined."
little rabbit was astounded. he couldn't even see the end of the meddow, and yet big rabbit loved more than all the meddows and hills and seas combined.!! he never believed that anyrabbit could love another one so much. he never thought that there was so much love in the world. however, he was getting tired. it was getting dark.
little rabbit looked up at the sky.
the moon seemed so far away,
he looked big rabbit in the eye and said,
"i love you to the moon"
with that, he promptly fell asleep.
tucking him in, big rabbit looked up at the sky.
the moon really did seem a great distance away.
looking lovingly at the sleeping little rabbit,
big rabbit leaned over to give him a kiss on his forehead,
and whispered into his ear,
"little rabbit, i love you to the moon and back."
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Friday, February 28
[ 1609 ] xuemei
+ xue lai de shi hou
shi fou ni hui xiang qi wo?
wo zai yuan fang gei ni zhu fu
pei ni mei ge chun xia qiu dong +
heh : ) miss sec two daes . . . seasons daes . . . san qi daes - - uhm . . . dont care - must go mugg - ing together dur - ing os period k ? n yes . . . gd luck for ur chin os : ) cya ard - - take care : )
9:58 am - Wednesday,February 26, 2003
saw the message xm left in jiam's blog. yesh. i damn damn miss seasons
the times we shared and everything. but qt saddened she neh ask me.
guess my best peroid of schoolyear was sec 2. yes. days were slack
but i really enjoyed it ...
and i missed it. kept thinking i wuz the only one
who missed it.so i din dare say. guess it wuz
really when whom i can be as myself?
and there was never an unhappy day w/o them :)
love SEASONS!
love SANQI!
the fun we shared...
the joy we fared.
the tears we shed.
the days we had :)
i'll keep them.. really close to my heart.
and i hope we'll still stay close to our hearts :)
i love xuemei jiamin ruijun
:) childish but seasons forever.
and yesh lishihui too [includ. seasons:: thy rest]
mingjie huangfang colina wendy shijie
bleahs. and hope's j5 and other kakees
shan't get mushy all of a sudden.
shan't get on too much with it
ahax. perharps i am jus too happy :)
i am one happy girl!
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anw...am really happy now
finally got to have the feel of
the results :) and spoke to u !
madness larx. and some ppl
jus had to suan me in the noon..
blarhs.
anw.. sighs. so many ups + downs on thurs and today.
so much more other than the crying...
there wuz the rushing ..
zuo wen not done :(
oh sheesh! jus realised i have this essay due..
shall hand in on monday den :(
am tired ...
gotta go sch early to leave w the wen zhang ppl
wish them luck man! but silly jiam ain't coming w us :(
hees. hope she changes her mind.
and to dear chengx! lucks man... lucks to us
the xiaopin is suckin the hell outta time of us
since december... but hey.. we gotta persevere... i l u!
its only 5 weeks more !! :)
to the both jias..
one w a yan ending
and the other with a lin
hope u guys are ok now
not pretty when u dun smile noe?
mus smiles k..
life still goes on..
AND always look on the ***brite side of life!
((whistle...))
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today is such a teary day.
we all cried so so much.
so much for the panic.. anxiety.
the stress that built upon us ..
ever since day broke for the 28th
yeppx. the twentieth-eigght
tears of joy. tears of anxiety..
poor mich wuz shaking.
lin shocked me aft dat attack
dat came w e hug. car + wen were
really scared. tears flowed due to anxiety
and relief. hardwork pays it off
i guess :) but yesh... to those
who really worked hard fer this Os.
but din get their desired scores
it cld jus haf been some idert careless mistakes yea?
do better in ur higher cl
and kick that idert cl grade u have
man.. coz u ain't need it liaox..
cheer up coz life still needs to go on yea.
work hard for the good of urself.
who cares about incompetent grades ?
yes and i love j5 !
and to seasons + the lishis!
u guys rock!!!
rOcK it oN maN~
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Thursday, February 27
:(
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dun understand why everything mus clump together
problems come at one go?
sheesh. am damn scared/worried...
4 Os... 4 xiaoping... 4 qihang.....
sighs. and i tink we betta have a houskeepin thing b4
all that happens...........
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Wednesday, February 26
check this out.
qt cool.
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boos.
some ppl jus suck.
and she's getting more of being a bitch
sighs. and we share the same blood?
shitass lorx. jus hope that the younger dun
get bitchified influence too
sighs. wadeva. off to muggin mood.
tot sponorship thingy request wuz gonna work.
now have to wait till office hours to call people up already.
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Tuesday, February 25
You are white. You are pure, but what also comes with that, is the ability to be manipulated and to manipulate. You cannot change or be changed, you really have no idenity, you just do what is necessary. You are completely pure, and no amount of lust that you act on can tarnish you because lust is NOT you. 
You are seperate from the real world, you create you own. Unfortunately, that world is terribly lonley...
white?
thats bad. ahax. dun lyk the las 2 sentences.
boos.
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hmmx.
tink i am jus weird. pwahhs.
am really an extremist..
i am either VERY happy or V depressed
well. and no one gets to be happy all the while
so basically i am left with being V depressed?
sighs. wadeva. i dun this feeling lorx.
jus makes me lose interest in what shit i do..
bleahs. but am in a weird mood today.
am rather balanced. :)
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suddenly feel lyk doing this.
so here goes....
hmmx ...
gonna get back cl Os result either tomorrow or on friday..
jus hope i'll at least get a a1..
really need it lorx. an A will do good too.
but i am scared. so is jia. so is mich. so is wendy. so is carl....
blarhs. dun mind end up crying.. as long as its tears of joy :) bwaAhZz
but anyway..
gd luck 2 all gettin back Os...!!!
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Monday, February 24
yea... sighs.
me + chew seriously got lotsa things in commoN
but guess ... we definitely need to change that one prob we share mans.
sighs...
the overwhelming pressure to do well?
just keeps us shut during official lessons..
den be ourselves when its totally OUTTA lessons.. outta class..
momentarily and perharps, permanently shutting us out from 4h...
sighs.
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figured out wads my problem.
its u.
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yeppx.. decided to blog. haven been coming online nowadays :)
partly coz no pt in bloggin? ahahx. jus bottling up may be betta?
bleahx. anw. am in a happy mood now. :)
the weekend wuzn't that bad.
and today went well !!!
no monday blues ... !! had amaths test.
wun say i am gonna ace it... coz i tink i'll do badly :(
but yea... i did work on it... spent the half of yesterday jus doing maths k?!
but i guess with more time it would have been better1
chem wuz ok larx... lyk i dunno ... still prefer mrs hoo tho
hehes. realised i nv do lotsa pract. but bleahs. anw. got a chem test nxtwk.
haix. that makes 3 on the list. :(
den chinese...as usual that irritating + boring sequence..
ke wen den huo ye lian xi ....
she prob can finish the whole syllabus w/in 1 term...
physics was plArrx ... but some sortat understand :)
okies. pathetic life yea. revolving around this..
blarhs. hafta make the best outta it man.
since this yr will be tests, tests and MORE tests.
:) / :( but anw. went for audition today.
chengx freaked me in class lorx... anw the ppl
were qt punctual but most hadta rush .
some were betta, some din do as good :(
bleahs. i love the part of the xing ti audition
some were really WOA! and some were really corny. :)
ahahx. really got improvement man!!
tink huahui can sooner or later have the whole CCA to be acting =)
but yeppx... some ppl jus have to dash our hopes lorx.
of what wendy told me...... yah. so its lyk ..
THAT idert is a bitch lorx.
i meant the 3 iderts? and the f*cking new ______
arrx. whatever. wonder really how many times must we
emphasize that we are a chinese drama society..
anw. jus hope miraculously we'll get NO MORE OF THAT idert nonsense.
tell me larx... who in this batch of teens lyk opera?
lyk... me + wendy fell asleep for the whole of that idert opera performance that
we were FORCED to go?! even my mum wuz lyk... u sure u going for DAT?[opera]
jus because someone ain't good in chinese doesn't mean u've
got to have someone in the school to do opera rite?
whatever lorx! HMMPPHS>>
wuiz on the way with jiehui and simin...
den suddenly tokked of the nanyang poly days .
oh man.. i really missed it lorx.
the qihang las yr wuz bad. the feeling and all..
its lyk there never was one?
i dun wan it to be the same lorx.
i dun get it .SOME idert ((urghs)) BITCH!
i mean. yea. very heavy meh?
wads the diff of handling qihang, promenade, competition
and the sch's anni thing [[when we are not in fluid fusion already]]
-when one qihang's in school
AND one qihang's in nanyang ?
lyk HELLO lorx. the latter will be so much better....
and its not lyk we cun afford it?
come on... we already have the money.
and it isn't from this pathetic sch that forces us to sell
150 bucks worth of tickets to ppl who may not even grace upon
the food + fun fair?
its so whatever lorx?
i duno... cun stand it mans. why dash ppl's dreams when u were
the one who built it ? SUCK. no use ranting here.
people just dun get sense in their minds.
feel lyk doing what mj suggested man
kidnap her daughter!!! :)
tink this is gonna be qt a REALLY long entry..
oh do u noe.. ahax. i went chew yan's hse on sat
aft bloggin.... and we were supposed to
watch ONLY "a walk to remeber" and then cram
amaths together... well in the end we spent the afternoon
on "a walk to remember [yawns] and legally blonde [nice!!]
till lyk 7++ and only did maths till 8+ :)
yepz. sunday wuz not a bad day:)
more or less really family day + maths day [[duhs~]]
finally got to see my cousin!!
and we are already planning on a trip liaox :)
hawaii... los angeles... taiwan...hong kong ..
when we get older larx.
bleahs. lyk swimming .
okoko... ahahx crap too much today liaox.
shall go have dinner and mug ...
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